sigh

今天真的超不順的
在林口用東西一直撞到
回到家 沒帶鑰
回去judy家拿 結果發現她也把她家鑰搞丟了
普通鎖匠又打不開
只好等專業的來
又搞了快兩個小時 唉~~

很想她
不知道她在幹嘛
最近也都沒上線
也沒有寫東西
唉

最近超愛這首歌
旋律一直在腦海裡播放
也不知道為什麼

"
曾經在我眼前 卻又消失不見
這是今天的第六遍
電影裡的配樂 好像你的雙眼
我愛你 快回到 我身邊
"

結果昨天在錢櫃居然完全沒有他的歌
真是.....

#$!@$^%@#$

Fuck... fucking piss me off...
why do i have to fight over this sort of subject over and over....
im just trying to do something
maybe its not big... but its better than nothing..


about the Shanghai issue...
should i give it a try?

Anger

I seem to lost track on everything
can someone please help me
guide me
is there really someone who can take me out of this mess?

was i wrong about this?
im all tangled up
not knowing
not seeing
might probably hurt the ppl i care in a way i didnt notice

feeling down for couple days already
FIGHTING FIGHTING FIGHTING
eldless fights drive me crazy
thought i made a move and pull myself out already
but i acutally didnt go anywhere
still stuck around

i hate eating alone
i hated when not knowing what to say
i hate silence gap us apart
i hate...
i hated when realizing ure just acting
i hate taiwan